secret agent woman

there are times when i feel like i'm living a double life. and i'm caught in between the two. this is one of those times.

i've always worked hard to make sure that i know where my ducks are going to fall: all in one row, all facing west. and now i feel like i have no idea where anything is falling, but falling they are.

i want to know what i want. and not hurt anyone in my pursuit of it. i want to be honest. and be true - to you and to me. i want to be accepted. and loved no matter what. i don't to question anymore. i just want to love. and not lose. and be satisfied.

feeling: a little e-mo
listening to: joseph arthur - in the sun